with time we grow old and but simultaneous we learning a lot too. Somedays before i met one of my friend,she is looking very dull and sad mood,so i asked what happened.she is very silent.In mean while i start remembering my old days when we both are reading, there is lot of difference which can be easily marked from now. That is time she is full bindass, she is good in reading,so everybody likes her and i can say she is the one of topper in B.Pharm. Now also she is in job and have good repo in office too,not only she is good in reading she is also good in making friends and i can tell she is taking more time to have friends but if once she mixed with others she can't forget others. She is everytime trying her best to makes other happy though she is in very bad conditions. After a long gap she smile and reply very i am become old may be thats the reason.i laughed and told it is not looking good in your voice........
Then we go to one park and sit there i force her a lot to tell the things what happened, then she told ssomething,which when i heard i feel this type of people are also there in the world. She told like that during her job she have good friendship with one of the boy who is very good,very caring and as a man we can tell he is very good.As she close to her,she getting attached day by day,though other people dont like much as the boy is very shy,not mixing much with people and but still she try her best to make him good in front of others and even so many times fighting with others for that boy.So as this process going well, she develops some feelings for him and he try her best as she think the same from the other side with many reason.But when she told directly and talk to that guy he reject her as she is not looking good and not have good height,though the guy also very short height but still he wants a long and tall girl to marry,what a silly reason by telling that she start laughing but i can feel the sadness inside her heart and i can see the falling tears on her eyes. But still she is praying for that guy may god give the girl he wants.
She told previously i heard very difficult to know a boy but now i can understand the thing better.The reason the boy told is not only make her sad but also reduce her confidence and make her ill. When she join the job how happy she is and she is growing due to her good talent but now she told her job is going very bad now as she is not getting any interest now.No mood to growing nothing,On her mind only one thing is moving why he tell like this?He is not like that ?
After listening the total story i try my best to convince her but now she is unable overcome also as she totally loose her confidence as she has very good faith on him which now lost.
She told me i am trying my best to overcome but as friend i can understand her situation and i can read her sad face, falling tears and breaking hearts.
Oh god help me .............i dont want to see her in growing in destuctive way.........That is the only thing i can pray to god............
I thing this story is totally giving a support to the title of my blog.........
Monday, December 15, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
RAGGING DAYS
December, 1999(K.M.I.P Scs,Rkl)
After a long preparation for Medical , still i am not eligible for Medical,So i compromise with the time and join Kanak Manjari Institute Of Pharmaceutical Sciences,Rourkela, Orissa...... That time i feeling sad because i think everbody in my home knows i read well and my father and mother is very much sure that definitely i will get that and mostly in my family as nobody previously doctor,so he is very much faith on me,but my bad luck i am unable to select........
That time cyclone happened and so our class started very late its from December.This is my first time when i am start moving out of my home,i remember that day,when my father arrange one car,everybody is crying, though i am not crying much but my mother and sister is crying a lot......and at the end i reached Rourkela.Ya new place,new hostel,new people,when i reached so many girls already came and block the room also.There i met Subhashree,who is also coming with her father and search for room and so my father start talking and we finalised we both we will stay combinely and after a long gap we got the room, which is one of my favorite room also. Everything is good ,father also left the same day leaving me alone in hostel and though i am not much mixing girl but i try my best to mingle with others and within very few days i make a very good frienship with all also.
After 2days,morning 6pm,some knocking sound came like somebody is knocking my door with very bad scolding like kya jada so rahe ho,thoda jaldi utha kijiye madam,i am astonished and asked to my roommet,she dont tell anything they are our senior,they came for ragging,already they started from yesterday.but they ignoring our room as it is little separate from other room. Anyway after sometime they went back,we open the door,thank god no body is there.I took bath and make myself ready for class.First class is Mathematics,after it finish suddenly lot of boys came and start slapping to boys,what is this and some boys comes to our girls side and asking whatever they want,if we are smiling why we r smiling if we are not smiling then what happened why so sad???Its really very pathetic condition.I thing this ragging days are going on for more than 3months.Afterwards our seniors gave a fresher party to us.afterwards we are totally free from oour seniors..But i dont know when i am thinking now i feel this is the most wonderful days in my life...Really i miss the days....i miss the each and every moment of that time.......i want to be back to those days...........Its my ragging days....
After a long preparation for Medical , still i am not eligible for Medical,So i compromise with the time and join Kanak Manjari Institute Of Pharmaceutical Sciences,Rourkela, Orissa...... That time i feeling sad because i think everbody in my home knows i read well and my father and mother is very much sure that definitely i will get that and mostly in my family as nobody previously doctor,so he is very much faith on me,but my bad luck i am unable to select........
That time cyclone happened and so our class started very late its from December.This is my first time when i am start moving out of my home,i remember that day,when my father arrange one car,everybody is crying, though i am not crying much but my mother and sister is crying a lot......and at the end i reached Rourkela.Ya new place,new hostel,new people,when i reached so many girls already came and block the room also.There i met Subhashree,who is also coming with her father and search for room and so my father start talking and we finalised we both we will stay combinely and after a long gap we got the room, which is one of my favorite room also. Everything is good ,father also left the same day leaving me alone in hostel and though i am not much mixing girl but i try my best to mingle with others and within very few days i make a very good frienship with all also.
After 2days,morning 6pm,some knocking sound came like somebody is knocking my door with very bad scolding like kya jada so rahe ho,thoda jaldi utha kijiye madam,i am astonished and asked to my roommet,she dont tell anything they are our senior,they came for ragging,already they started from yesterday.but they ignoring our room as it is little separate from other room. Anyway after sometime they went back,we open the door,thank god no body is there.I took bath and make myself ready for class.First class is Mathematics,after it finish suddenly lot of boys came and start slapping to boys,what is this and some boys comes to our girls side and asking whatever they want,if we are smiling why we r smiling if we are not smiling then what happened why so sad???Its really very pathetic condition.I thing this ragging days are going on for more than 3months.Afterwards our seniors gave a fresher party to us.afterwards we are totally free from oour seniors..But i dont know when i am thinking now i feel this is the most wonderful days in my life...Really i miss the days....i miss the each and every moment of that time.......i want to be back to those days...........Its my ragging days....
My Views
Hi friends,
Here i am trying to share my past experiences which sometimes good and sometimes also sad.But now when i am start thinking all these i missed that moment and want all again, again and again....................
Here i am trying to share my past experiences which sometimes good and sometimes also sad.But now when i am start thinking all these i missed that moment and want all again, again and again....................
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